when I speak of “I,” I really mean “You.

This book is handwritten because, in its way, it is a love letter, and love letters should not be type—set by compositors or computers. It may be a little slower to read, but there is no hurry, for what I want to share with you took a long time to experience.

I write in the first-person singular, but when I speak of “I,” I really mean “You.”

“Deeply thinking about it,
I and other people,
There is no difference
As there is no mind
Beyond the Mind.”

—Ikkyu (fifteenth century)

—From the Foreward to Frederick Franck’s “The Zen of Seeing: Seeing/Drawing as Meditation.”

night after night after night stay up all night
nothing but your own night.
without beginning,utterly without end,the mind is bornto struggle and distresses,and dies – and that is emptiness.
—Ikkyu (image is the poem in grass script, from 108 Zen Books)

without beginning,
utterly without end,
the mind is born
to struggle and distresses,
and dies – and that is emptiness.

—Ikkyu (image is the poem in grass script, from 108 Zen Books)

Wife, daughters, friends.
This is for you.
Enlightenment is
Mistake after mistake.